Blogging, I am a novice. I don't really expect anyone else to be reading this tho. If you happen to stumble upon my ramblings, you are most welcome to read. Just realize this isn't professional stuff here. Mostly just me, trying to make sense of the hundreds of thoughts that bombard my brain daily since my Mama passed away on New Years Eve, 2008. She drank herself to a death I wasn't ready for. A death she wasn't ready for. A death that could possibly drive me insane with the images...the gosh awful images and guilt I must now hold onto for the remainder of my days.